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this thing have been bothering me over the weekend. i cant stop thinking about it except when i'm sleeping. but today i received a call which really brightens up my day. hopefully i will be able to pass the medical check-up tomorrow.

i was really so over the moon. on the other hand, i'm worried for ah boon. i'm quite confident that he will be shortlisted. but yet up till now he havent received any calls. it will be really wonderful to have him as my classmates. and i hope he receive the call which will brighten up his day. boon is suffering from split personality now. 1/2 of him is having low morale while the other 1/2 is already in ORD mode. he really hopes to be relieve from the stress that he is suffering now. i want to call him up to encourage him, to console him. but everytime he pick up the call, i will feel that he's pretending to be happy and act as if this doesnt really bother him. qiangfeng and me are trapped in a situation which we do not know whether to forward or to stay put. but i still want to say "good luck to you"